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Help! I did quite badly for my Chinese oral, when i try pratising i don't felt nervous but when i started to read to the teacher i start to erm, should i say "squeak" and my voice soften down..Agh! When i read loudly in class, i don't felt that way and I'm not nervous at all lohz! Haiz..I can't communicate well one to one, i will giggle out and will look like an idiot!!
Today the compo exam sucks like hell, that word "bazaar" killed me straight away..I should not had chose that question lohz! Sucky! I don't really understand that word but i still proceed in writing it..Dumb ass! Dumb ass.. Lesson one: NEVER choose topic you are not sure for composition!!!!!!I say NEVER!!! This is really a heavy price to pay for.. Agh!! I wish i could just tear that paper off straight away and not let the teacher see!!!!!! I'm dying...