Saturday, February 05, 2005
4:07 PM
Time flew by, its already February now.
I continue to bitch about ppl and i start to feel bad, very bad, extremely bad..I don't know how to describe that kind of feeling, i felt guilty and mean. Sometime my word become so bad that even i hate myself, this kind of feeling is hard to define..Everybody had their bad point, i got the most than...Sometime i need friend to remind me constantly that my word is very MEAN, just like today.....I don't mean gossip but Mean things like critising something, complaining, cursing i don't know..I don't think i mean no harm.....I think i'm harmful to others, my evil mind might wound others...Sometime word don't hurt but my word do, i don't know what i'm talking in here....But i want to continue, i wish i'm somebody who is Truely kind hearted , not acting..But from what i see, i'm somebody who act kind.....Thats what i think, i want to change...I need to change.......
I believe that what you reap is what you sow
What goes around comes around
I learn the hard way
I should not critise others
I should not say you are lousy
I shold not think of making that petiton thing
I'm childish........Sorry is the only word i can think of now
