Thursday, January 13, 2005
9:31 AM
When is the last time i blog?? I came across this and find it very meaning full
Don't wait for the ship to come
Swim out for it!!
Haiz..School is not very fun, everything is Chim and complicated, i feel that my brain is slow in many way, can't think fast and can't adapt to changes. SEE???? Haiz..Got some gossip but don't want to state it here, a bit not nice to blog other ppl business in. I'm thinking if i got big bright future next time, like a few years down the road, got?? See any?? Haiz..Now concentrate on study first!!!! OK OK..When is the last time when you feel Damn contented?? Like passing "N" level and get something that is quite acceptable. I think i becoming a bit numb liao, i cannot be contented, the last time i feel contented is pass "N" level and one and a half year ago when i go Sentosa with Grace and Ying2. You know why i feel contented when go sentosa with Grace and Ying ying?? That is one of the most momerable one..When i in sec one, nobody like me, i'm quite isolated, i can talk, sure can, but no one like me and sec two that time i start to stick with them, they got full of trick that time, used to ran away from me like example when i go take something or go toilet..Thinking back and i feel a bit funny, i found lots of humour in it.. Sec two that time ppl use to bully me in a way, they find me irritating, they find me boring, they find me hopeless all that, i dunno how to say...Can't discribe!! And that is the time i learn empathy sympathy all that thing.. Sometime i can be very very mean, and sometime i am so bad that i choose not to care about others feeling, dun listen to their problems, everybody is changing, and i try to change to somebody better, not so soon lah.. I am trying to...
